Today was supposed to be good day of my life.Finding answers to all questions of life,every time I think things will be fine but the day ends with quarrels,crying and broken hearts.I thought I wont get disturbed by anything,u know sometime feel like finishing my life ,u cant live like this neither u finish your life.So many thoughts at a time n mind.U want to leave the things behind and start fresh but the people to whom u want to remove from ur life come before u everytime u think to avoid them.life has become hell ...shall I finish it??? It seems the best option which will not make anybody unhappy.He can live his life the way he wants and i will not be having any thing n my mind.
I feel a need tothave a friend of mine...i have lost my friend in this crowd..he has found new friends and for them now he is not even searching me, he is satisfied with them ,he is not missing me ...this thing is killing me....i doesnt exist for him...he has moved ahead and i m lost totally lost..no aim for life and no life at all.....nobody to care for and nobody to care for me.I cry for him and he says i will be always crying for one or the other reason.........
I dont want to live but also doesnt have the guts to finish this life....hey god please please if i have done any gud thing in life please please finish this life of mine....i dont want to live ...i dont want to live......why should i live when the person for whom i m crying to whom my tears are just regular stuff......he can blame me but doesnt understand what i feel......cant he understand i want my place in his life which he has forgotten........
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